We’re back.

Test, test, test, test.

Alright…

Let me get my thought helmet on.

I gotta open the door…

Open the gateway to the information.

I don’t know what’s going on outside but the crows are being very vocal.

Can you hear that?

What are they trying to tell us?

I don’t know.

After we do enough of these videos you’re gonna start to wonder, does she have a body?

Does she have legs?

Does she have feet?

Because all you’re ever gonna see, is this part of my body because that’s how I do the recording.

Maybe one day, I will give you a full body view.

It’s hard to do that on this camera.

I don’t know how to do that.

I don’t have the right lens.

You know, there’s a difference between video art and, camera crews.

Like I’m not a full fledged, camera crew, okay.

I’m just a one woman show, and all I use is my phone, bro.

Today I wanted to have, a good conversation about self mastery.

And how we take our death plan, and put it into action, because that’s where the rubber meets the road, isn’t it?

When we take our plan and ideas and vision…

When we take all the information, and we create a plan, that governs our actions.

And so when I started this process, creating my own self mastery program, the truth is, I didn’t start with a death plan.

I actually started with a life plan, because I wanted to really live.

And like I said in the last video, I was given an option, you know, pick a side, Sarah.

Die now with unfinished business, or create an extraordinary life.

A rich life.

An orgasmic.

Well, that’s not what they said to me at the time, but that’s how it’s sort of become.

So as I was, you know. watching myself. and my life fall apart.

And, turning my back on myself when I decided to do the cancer treatment.

I felt like I was really gonna die, because of that.

And sometimes.

Sometimes I think I did.

I think I did.

But again, death isn’t the end.

So whatever.

I’m just trying to make sense of myself is all.

But perhaps that’s a never ending quest.

Anyway, I digress.

So creating this life plan, as I’m walking into this reality of poisoning myself with, chemotherapy, and truly believing that I was gonna die.

I was more afraid of the chemo than I was of the cancer.

Now some people would think that’s crazy, Sarah,

Why would you think that?

Chemotherapy is what we need to really, really survive the cancer war.

And we need the radiation.

We need the surgeries.

We need the breast implants to help all the women who are gonna cut their fucking tit off.

They don’t wanna be lopsided  and, you know one breast, it’s not attractive.

Who’s gonna wanna get down with me with one breast?

I need to get the implant.

That’s what I was thinking.

I was thinking I’d be hideous with this nasty flat chest.

My point is is that I bought into this plan for all the wrong reasons.

All the wrong reasons.

This is why I can really confidently tell you that when we’re living in a world that is so indoctrinated, and has this shape of fear, and uncertainty, and not knowing.

When we have no inner knowing of the truth.

Of God.

Of love.

I call it love.

It’s love.

Because God is love.

God is an energy.

And we all come from that.

That’s who we are innately, right?

At the core of who we are, we are this energy of unconditional love.

And in that reality, when you know that.

When you be that.

When you are that.

It’s a whole different reality.

And so I’m making the decision to save my life by practically killing myself.

And the chances of that are high.

They don’t tell you all the details about how many people die from chemotherapy.

And they don’t tell you the details.

And the stats on how many people get cancer again because of what?

Because of what?

The chemotherapy?

Their cancer treatment in general…

Radiation?

What’s the long term consequences of that?

Huh?

Huh?

Oh, what about the breast implant doc?

What are the consequences of that?

They will tell you anything to sell you on their system.

And if you don’t trust yourself if you don’t believe in yourself.

If you don’t love yourself, then you will believe them.

Always, always, always, always.

And that’s part of the problem.

That’s why this system has so much life force still.

It’s our disbelief in ourself.

It’s our lack of self love for self.

It’s our complete forgetting of the truth that we then turn to them to save us.

To heal us.

To love us.

To support us.

And the truth is

They don’t give a fuck about you.

Or me.

Or anyone that you care about.

They don’t care.

They don’t care.

Because the reality is what I’ve come to realize anyway.

I mean, take it or leave it, take it or leave it.

But a lot of people just don’t care.

They don’t care.

What does caring mean?

What does caring actually mean anyway?

Well, I’ve come up with an acronym, okay…

So

C – compassion.

A – attention.

R – respect.

E – empathy.

Wow.

These are some words that propose

that one would have these qualities.

And when they are put into a position to serve.

Or to care that then they would be compassionate that they would give their attention to the one who needs care for.

They’d be respectful.

And they’d have empathy.

I really think that if more people truly love themselves than they would really be operating from this mindset of do onto others as you would have them do onto you.

And in that we then really do embody the qualities the way of being, of someone who truly cares about self.

And about others.

Most people don’t act from this place.

And the healthcare system is a very clear indication of the vibration of humanity.

Because whether we wanna blame it on the elites and we wanna blame it on certain bloodlines. for creating this way of life.

Ultimately we continue to support it.

And buy into it and we go to school.

And we get our degrees and we think that what we learned in school. and who we become as a profession defines who we really are.

But really, you’ve just been indoctrinated into a division of the system that is predicated on keeping people suppressed and depressed.

Sick, tired, and fat.

Completely disconnected from the truth within.

That’s why when you try to pursue the quest of self healing you’re going to be faced with so much disbelief, and so many people trying to convince you otherwise to take your power away, and to make you believe that you can’t.

You can’t beat a disease like this on your own, bro.

You will die, and that is the worst thing of all.

And then they convince you that, death is the worst thing of all.

And then you start to think about dying in this really, really, really low vibrational way.

And then feeling that way causes fear to creep in, and it takes you over.

And that’s why our quest.

Our doing the work to self heal

in a way that actually sticks.

Cause chemotherapy.

Radiation.

And cutting off your tit is not going to get to the root cause of why you’re sick in the first place.

It’s just not.

I mean, I’m not saying I’m right, but I’m just saying that I’m right from my point of view.

I don’t see how the cancer treatment.

The medical system in general, they do not care.

And their protocols and agendas for treating disease is very narrow mind, and limiting.

And sickening.

And that’s why you know, it’s sick care.

Sick care.

Cuz they want you to be sick, and they don’t really care.

And, they mask it as healthcare, but it’s not.

It’s not gonna actually heal you.

And I do believe that, there is a way to create a system that does facilitate true healing in a way that actually gets to the roots.

And that’s my entire vision was back in the day when I was, you know, very young, and knew I was on a bad path.

And I just didn’t know what to do about it.

And there’s nowhere to go for help.

And I learned the hard way that there really is nowhere to go for help.

I didn’t want to take that path.

I didn’t want to do the treatment.

I believed from the bottom of my heart that there was a better way.

But I was so far away from the bottom of my heart that I didn’t trust it.

Didn’t trust myself.

And I didn’t trust the bottom of my heart.

I didn’t trust my feelings, but I knew it was there.

And for me, that feeling, and being in that position where you’re forced into this corner to make a decision and….

I don’t know, it’s just like a terrible place to be.

A terrible place to be.

And to make it even worse, just having nowhere to go for help.

No one you can trust.

No one that really knows about love.

Love as in this is what you have to do, my friend.

This is what you need to do to heal.

Because love would know, right?

Love would know.

We can’t call love up and be like, Hey, I’m about to die, and I don’t wanna do what they’re telling me to do, and I don’t wanna die.

You know, there’s no one to call.

And when you’re in a place of urgency. or the perception of urgency.

They make you feel like if you don’t start treatment right away then it’s all over.

You’re gonna be shit outta luck sooner or later if you don’t make a decision.

Make a decision now.

Oh, you have cancer,

Well, you should start chemotherapy tomorrow.

You should take yourself down to nothing starting tomorrow.

And I was like, I can’t do it.

Luckily, I knew enough to just say no to that and I took some time to think about it and do a lot of research.

And in that process of taking the time to think about it that’s when I really started to make my life plan.

My life plan sort of began when I started creating my ultimate vision.

And then from my ultimate vision I created these big audacious goals.

Which really gave me a breakdown of what I needed to do in order to achieve the ultimate vision.

And I set up goals based on months.

Like I used months as a framework and then based on the month I created weekly goals that would help me do the work within the week to facilitate the success of the monthly goals.

So in addition to the big audacious goals I then created routines and habits that were designed to help me become the person I needed to be, in order to achieve my goals.

And thus, the ultimate quest.

So…

It was pretty deep.

It was pretty deep

And I called that whole thing…

The goals and the routines.

The Phoenix Rising.

And that’s really when I started documenting my process, because I needed a way to

keep myself accountable.

And then documenting my progress is how I created goals reports.

So at the end of every month I would do a reflection on my progress that I achieved during the month, and I would just reflect on it.

This was a great way for monitoring my progress.

And so I did that for quite a while.

And that’s really what got me through the cancer treatment stuff, because it gave me something to hold onto.

It gave me a vision and a purpose as I was falling apart.

I’m not blaming them for killing me or making my life miserable because of everything they did.

I know I’m the one that made the decision to take their medicine.

But, you know sometimes destruction really does have so much value.

And perhaps I wouldn’t have realized how corrupt they are.

And perhaps I wouldn’t have really, you know, found love the way I have if it wasn’t for going through all that.

Becasue like I said in the past, it’s in our darkness that we often find the versions of ourself that we’ve locked away.

And so that’s really what my life plan helped me do.

It helped me rediscover parts of myself that I had no idea were there.

It also really helped me keep myself in some degree of health, in spite of losing so much of my health.

Because that’s really what the framework does.

It gives you a healing planand if you follow the plan, then you are subsequently raising your frequency.

It’s been about this long since I went through cancer stuff and now here I am.

And what I have learned through this process is that I don’t want to be afraid to die.

And if I were to ever encounter another cancer crisis situation again, I don’t want to feel like I have to make a decision from a place of fear.

And I don’t wanna put my trust in them.

I don’t want to feel like I need them to save me, and I don’t wanna even feel like I need to be saved.

And so that’s why I’ve changed my approach.

And instead of creating a life plan it’s a death plan.

And by keeping myself accountable to my death plan and doing the work to prepare to die then I’m always ready.

And if something should happen then I can make a decision from a higher vibrational place.

A place where I already know about death.

So I’m not afraid of it.

Of course I think we’re always gonna have a degree of shadow around it.

Or degree of ego.

Perhaps that’s just part of being human or being alive, is that we’re all programmed to fight to live as a way of self defense.

Survival.

I think that given our ability to have a certain level of consciousness and if we’re mindful of our expansion.

And we’re mindful of fear versus love.

If we have that awareness, we have the power to really live a good life instead of always suffering and struggling.

I think that we can all agree that we’ve advanced to such a degree that we don’t need to hold on to old ways of being that we’re there to help us advance.

We have a lot of people here on this earth.

I don’t think that we have to worry about, you know, population issue.

We have enough resources that we can start doing more productive things and putting our resources into greater good.

When we remove our fear of death, we change our approach to life entirely.

And so ultimately, this Phoenix Rising program helps us really cultivate the resources within ourselves instead of looking outside of ourself for resources.

We go within and we find the resources within, and our resources come from the Source within.

Because that’s who we rely on.

That’s what we’re connected to.

Am I forgetting anything?

So I think that about wraps up my conversation regarding the phoenix Rising Program and how we can use this Phoenix rising approach to really facilitating and supporting our death plan.

And death….

Death is the ultimate quest.

And we don’t die.

So do the math.

Do the math my friend.

It all makes sense when you know the lines and shapes of everything.

The layers and their effects.

That’s what this is actually all about, whether you realize it or not.

It’s about lines and shapes.

Layers and effects.

And rich and orgasmic experiences.

And, so what I’m teaching you is the process.

The framework for doing the work.

To create beautiful lines and shapes.

Rich and delicious experiences.

And really profound layers and effects.

And I just have to say for the record that if it wasn’t for alcohol links I would not have learned what I’ve learned about love.

And about health.

And about myself.

And about you and about them.

It’s because of alcohol links that I have become who I am.

And so I really just want you to know that they’ve played a huge role in everything.

So with that being said, be sure to check out the next video because I’m gonna talk to you about frequency activators and how these play a huge role in helping us really facilitate our Phoenix Rising program and the big audacious goals, and the routines.

Because the frequency activators are like the fuel for the engine.

Does that make any sense?

Does an engine take fuel or…?

It makes sense.

It makes sense.

You know what I mean?

The frequency activators are the juice.

The juice.

You got the apple, but there’s no juice?

You got the orange, but there’s no juice?

That’s cuz you’re missing the frequency activators.

So that’s what I’m throwing down.

Are you picking it up?

Are you gonna pick it?

Pick it up, you might as well.

You’ve come this far.

No going back from here.

Cuz like I said before, once you know you can’t unknow what you know.

And I’ve just told you so much you didn’t know.

So now it’s time for you to keep going bro.

Keep going.

I’ll talk to you on the other side.

Bye.