No one will ever understand what it is about you that I love so much, because they aren’t us.
And I like that about us.
That we have this sacred bond that feels like a drug.
I guess this is similar to what ecstasy feels like…
Not that I would know, I’ve never done ecstasy before, but I hear it makes you feel really good, and you feel really good to me.
You turn me on in ways I never knew was possible and I have to confess, I’m trying to keep some distance between us because I find you so hard to resist.
And, I don’t wanna overdo you like I would do, if I didn’t put boundaries in place.
And that’s what I need to do, so I can savor you…
I wanna savor the energy of wanting you.
Getting to know you for the first time.
I wanna savor the anticipation of when we’ll meet again, and what will happen then.
And what this means is we have to go slow…
We have to stay in control and not let feeling good, take us away from ourselves. And this will be hard, for sure.
For me especially, because I’m addicted to you…I can tell.
As soon as I see you, I feel turned on and I have to slow myself down, and really work the layers of intimacy, so to speak.
And I know you feel the same about me.
That’s why I feel this way.
This isn’t just delusions of grandeur…
This is true love I think.
So thank you…
