How you doing?
How you doing beautiful?
Nice to see you again.
Welcome.
Welcome to another good conversation.
Today we’re gonna be talking about accountability, and how accountability is really the key to achieving our quest.
Fulfilling the mission.
Accountability is really what helps us do the work.
And I know that each part of this framework…
The death plan.
The Phoenix Rising Plan.
The daily practice.
The frequency activators…
All of these things are actually tools that we use to keep ourself. accountable to doing the work because without each one of these tools, then we’re just drifting into the abyss.
We’re just swimming with the sharks in this matrix ocean.
Without these tools, we’re just playing the game blindly.
Always at risk of being taken.
And losing yourself to them.
Whether it’s, you know social expectations.
Whether it’s the demands, and expectations of other people.
Whether it’s your friends, or your family, or your work…
Them and who they are, shows up in a variety of ways, right?
But ultimately, it’s them.
It’s those outside of us that are always reflecting back to us how we feel about ourself.
And if we don’t feel good about ourself, if we love ourself.
If we’re not in control of ourself, and our life.
Then they will always have power over us.
They, they, they…whoever they are.
They will always have a way in.
An opportunity to take from you in some way.
Because when you’re not secure…
When you’re not strong in who you are.
When you aren’t grounded.
When your heart is broken.
When your mind is misaligned.
Then your sphere…
The sphere to which you live in.
You can call it your aura if you want.
This spheres in your chakras collectively make up your aura.
But this is really what creates this sphere.
The energy we radiate.
So how you radiate…
How strong you are. is all about how well you feel within yourself.
And if you don’t feel well.
If you don’t have a strong foundation to build yourself from.
If you don’t have accountability in place.
Accountability that keeps you on the narrow path.
The narrow path, that few people follow.
If you’re not on that path.
If you’re not doing the work.
Chances are, your sphere is probably very weak.
And that’s why they have so much power over you.
And this is a huge problem in the world because there’s been so much imbalance going on.
There has been this dark agenda that has wormed its way through humanity. much like a parasite.
Parasites.
And this dark agenda…
These parasites, they are creating a chronic stress response in so many people.
And the stress response creates this demand on the glands to produce a certain amount of hormones.
The juice.
You know.
Cortisol.
Adrenaline.
Pregnenalone…
All of these hormones are what help us manage the stress response.
And these stressors that are causing the stress response.
These parasites that we’re all infected with.
It’s in the food.
It’s in the air.
It’s in the media.
It’s in the news.
It’s in the technology.
It’s in the information we’re given.
And you don’t realize how much influence these parasites have over your mind, body, and soul.
But this is part of the plan.
Their plan, you know, to keep the rich, rich, and the poor poor.
To suppress humanity, so we don’t open the door to real life.
Because if we do.
If we do realize what’s going on.
If we realize the parasites, and where they are, and we did the work to destroy them.
They would lose so much power.
They would lose everything.
And so many people would stop playing their game.
They’d stop perpetuating the very problems they’re fighting for.
Which is what everybody is doing.
There’s such an imbalance, within individual human beings, because of their parasite infections.
Because of their misalignment, and their broken hearts.
And their very weak spheres.
Because they’re carrying so many sheets of pain.
So many layers of pain.
So much insecurity.
And so everybody is so fucking confused about how to be human, that they’re not being human.
Like, look at the world of sexuality now.
It’s just like
WTF, right?
I’m just like, WTF.
You have polys and trans, and sort of trans.
And not trans.
And you have different pronouns for everything, and I don’t even know what everything is, but it’s just like, you don’t even know what to call someone.
But ultimately what we’re really seeing, is the destroying of the feminine energy.
They’re trying to take away, what it means to be a woman.
And if it isn’t obvious, now…
Well, it’s going to get even more obvious, if we don’t take control of ourselves.
If people actually knew who was governing their lives.
Controlling their lives.
Driving their ship.
I mean, maybe, maybe, maybe this is the way it’s supposed to be.
But for me, personally, there’s nothing that infuriates me more than having someone else, who is a fucking loser tell me how to be, and how to live.
Someone who looks like shit, trying to tell me what is healthy, and what isn’t.
The last thing I’m ever going to do, is listen to a politician, or anyone that is in a position of perceived power, because anyone’s perceived power, is just an illusion.
I don’t care who you are, or what you are, or what you do, not better or bigger or more powerful than me or anyone else.
But I just don’t give my power away…anymore.
Because I opened the door to myself.
I opened the door to love.
And based on the way the world is nowadays.
And all this very distorted ways of being, and the suppression of the feminine energy.
But not just that, you know, it’s also the suppression of the masculine.
They…
This very dark energy.
These parasites…
They really want to create so much divide within that we don’t even know how to love anymore.
We’re so confused about sexuality, that it’s not even about love.
It’s not even about being human.
Because we can’t even get that right.
They invert everything.
They literally have created an upside down world.
It’s just fascinating.
But also very frustrating.
And like I said, infuriating to watch so many people play this game.
How did we get here?
When you really look at it, it’s like they’ve been grooming humanity to become drones essentially, for a very long time.
The computer.
The cell phone, and the social media…it’s such an easy way to take your power.
Especially if you already feel disempowered, and most people do, because most people grew up in an environment where they were constantly abused.
Constantly in a state of fight or flight.
Constantly ready to run or hide or put on a mask, and shut the fuck up, because you’re not good enough to speak your truth.
You’re not good enough to have an opinion.
So the adults out in the world now are monsters because they’ve never dealt with their shit.
And as a result, we have social media.
We have technology that most humans…
Most adults aren’t mature enough to use in such a way that helps them advance, and grow, and become the best version of themselves.
Most adults are children.
Children who never felt loved.
Children who never got to play.
Never got to have a say.
Children who had their power…their innocence taken away.
And so what you have is a very large portion of the population, very disassociated from who they really are.
What love really is, and what it means to really be a human.
And this is what the parasites want.
Because they aren’t us.
Parasites are not capable of love.
They’re not capable of having emotions.
They’re not capable of having the experience of human connection, and human creativity.
And I don’t think humans realize what it means to really be in that place of flow.
That place of feeling safe, and feeling the power of the divine.
Feeling creative.
Feeling the feeling of letting yourself out.
Feeling the freedom of expressing yourself.
There’s so much power, when we do the work to let ourselves.
When we do the work to heal, and raise our frequency.
When we do the work to kill the parasites that are sucking the life force, from our body, mind, and soul.
When we do the work to keep ourself accountable.
To being bigger, and better than them.
To breaking the chains of pain.
When we do the work for ourselves, to become super natural.
When we do the work to win the battles in our war of art, and really become the Artist.
That’s how we change the systems from within.
This is the only way.
This is the only way we are ever going to stop what’s happening.
When human beings really start to go within, and they raise their vibration, what we’re gonna see happen is a realization of who we really are.
Both our masculine and feminine sides.
We’re going to create balance.
Inner unity.
And, you know, they can try to stop this, which they are.
This is why we’re being bombarded with so much insanity.
Because the 1%…
The parasites.
They’re not going to survive The Great Awakening.
They going to try.
But they’re not going to survive, because, well, let’s just say that when Satan tries to play God, things don’t go very well.
So it’s kind of funny watching them try to scramble for control.
And watching them continue to keep shooting themselves in the foot.
If you know, you know.
But this is the great awakening, and there’s a lot of us here.
A lot of us humans who remember who we are.
Humans who have come with gifts that they have tried to suppress.
Humans who have special talents, and powers that they don’t even know exist.
The best part about it is that, a lot of us who have these special talents and gifts, they are so subtle, and they’re not like powers you would think of.
They’re not like powers you would see in the movies because that’s not the kind of stuff that really makes a difference.
I’m talking about tones and hues.
And saturations.
And vibrancy.
And tempos.
And colors.
And lines.
And shapes.
And everybody who has come with these special powers, they’ve also come with special instructions on how to integrate these powers in such a way that makes them so powerful.
But it’s so not obvious.
So it’s hard to spot.
It’s hard to spot.
But these people bring with them an energy that feels like a drug.
It feels like the kind of drug you ain’t never heard of.
This is the kind of drug you’re not gonna find on the streets either.
This is the kind of drug everybody wants.
Just a little bit.
Just a taste.
Just put a little bit on my lips and let me lick it off.
And then all of a sudden you get this high, and you can’t figure out why.
Why do I feel so alive inside?
And then later on down the road you come to find out it was someone you had an interaction with, and you can’t stop thinking about them.
And you wonder…who they are, and where they come from.
Chances are you might never see them again.
But good news is, if you do happen to encounter one of these humans, you will have then been infected with their gift.
With their drug.
And now you have in you what they have.
So now you have the power to do what they did to you to other people.
So you see the cycle of love and joy and abundance.
It’s happening.
It’s happening all the time.
And the great awakening won’t be something we see in an obvious ways.
The great awakening isn’t gonna happen like that.
You’re not gonna see something in the sky per se.
Because what people don’t realize is, the great awakening has been happening for a long time.
And it’s going to continue happening for a long time, because the damage of these parasites…
The process we all have to go through collectively in order to really enter into this, Heaven on Earth reality we’re creating…
In order for that process to happen, and actually manifest.
It’s something that happens on the micro level.
It’s something that’s always happening every second of every day.
It’s something that happens when each individual human being is doing the work to invest in themself.
To create an accountability program that keeps them in alignment with doing the work.
So…
I’m really excited to see how the future unfolds because where I come from, my point of view, this is a very, very, very exciting time.
A very beautiful story happening.
A love story really.
It’s not always obvious.
Especially if you watch the news, and you pay attention to what they’re telling you.
What they tell you is always the worst of the worst.
It’s always a story about crime or hardship.
Or be afraid about this.
Telling you what you should do.
Take this drug.
Put this on your face.
Stand six feet apart, or six feet under, if you don’t do what I say.
Humans need to remember…who they are.
The good news is, eventually we will see evidence that our work is working.
Eventually we’re going to see things collapse, and, yes, there’s gonna be a lot of chaos, probably during the destruction.
You know, so many people wanna fight to keep something the same, because they wanna keep their job.
Or they wanna keep their marriage.
Or they wanna keep their this.
Or they wanna keep their that.
But the reality is, most of what you are standing on…
The life you’re living is built on a foundation of deception, and lies, and parasites.
And so it never was solid.
And so whatever you think you have you really don’t.
And it could all collapse in the blink of an eye.
And if it does, then would you be able to get back up easily?
Would it kill you?
I guess it depends on what it is but my point is, is that many of us.
Most people have created a life that doesn’t actually feel good, but they’re too afraid to do whatever it takes to change, because they don’t want to go through the process.
But the great awakening is going to force you.
The great awakening is going to force you, because it’s not just the system’s collapsing.
It’s the whole universe is changing.
The vibration is raising.
Planet Earth is changing.
And so we are being called to change.
We are being called to awaken.
We are being called to let go of the old.
To stop the division.
To realize, with real eyes who we are and why we are, and what we came for, and to get into alignment.
So when you do that.
When you start the process…
We have to fall apart in order to fall together at a higher level.
So as the world continues to unravel, and the truth continues to come out, and the fear continues to bubble up.
You just have to know that that’s part of their plan.
This is what parasites do.
They just create the illusion of fear.
But if you turn it off.
If you turn it off, and if you do the work to become the health detective of yourself.
To become the deliberate creator of your own reality, then you’re going to be in a better vibrational place.
And as things fall apart, you’re going to at least be prepared for it.
And so long as you’re prepared…
So long as you are aware of who you are, and what you came to give.
Then you’re always going to be able to integrate yourself into the chaos…
Into the way things are.
But if you’re not doing the work…
As things fall apart, it’s going to be very hard, and you’re gonna lose.
You’re gonna lose.
And if we lose too much too soon…
If we don’t have any way to get back up, that’s when we end up in a dark situation that is very hard to get out of.
This is why it’s very important to have a self mastery program.
And thus, an accountability program that keeps you on the path of least resistance, even when it feels like you’re dying.
Even when it feels like things are terrible.
Just know that it’s all about perspective.
It’s all about perspective, and a self mastery program keeps you accountable to a higher perspective.
With that being said, what keeps us accountable to the framework?
When things get really hard and you don’t want to do the work, which is always a battle.
Every day it’s a battle.
How am I gonna feel today?
Is today going to be the day where I quit?
Is today gonna be the day where my monster gets the best of me?
Is today going to be the day where I throw in the towel?
Is today gonna be the day I kill myself?
Like the work, and the process is really hard.
So what keeps us accountable to the entire program?
And so what I really wanted to bring attention to in this conversation was the accountability plan for the accountability plan – if that makes any sense.
Or and for me, what keeps me accountable is pain in my body, because that’s always a sign for me as to whether or not, I have done enough work to calibrate to wellbeing.
The more I calibrate to wellbeing, and do the work to feel good in my body.
That then helps me bring down my pain.
And then when I’m not in pain, I take myself at a fight or flight.
I have the capacity to think greater thoughts because it’s really hard to think greater than how you feel.
So if you don’t feel good, especially in your physical body.
Then it’s gonna be really hard to think your way out of where you are.
To think your way around the chaos.
To think yourself bigger, and better than the parasites.
So pain keeps me accountable because it reminds me of where I am vibrationally.
But that being said, I don’t want that to always be my tool for accountability.
But I guess, you know, if I wasn’t in pain, then perhaps I would be where I wanna be.
And the truth is, I’m not.
I’m not where I wanna be.
I feel like sometimes I’m crazy for continuing this work because I don’t know if it actually works or not.
I just talk about it, like it does, because I want to believe that it does.
I don’t know if I should be saying this, but it’s the truth.
And I told you I would always tell you the truth.
But the truth is, I have been putting this work into practice, and doing everything I’ve talked about.
Everything I talk about is what I’ve done, but I don’t know if it’s truly working, because I’m not where I think I should be.
And I don’t know why.
I don’t know why.
And sometimes…
A lot of the time actually….
Pretty much all the time, I really think that I am dead.
I’m not kidding.
I actually think I’m dead.
And if you knew the full story, you would understand, and you’d probably think the same thing.
But I didn’t get into the full story here, because it’s too convoluted, and too murky right now.
The cancer situation is really what set me on the path, and it feels like it hasn’t ended.
That’s the problem.
And the reason why it feels like it has never ended is because my body is in so much pain, because of everything.
Specifically the mastectomy, and the radiation, and the implant.
And the breast implant illness, and the never getting fucking well because of it.
And so that pain…
This story, and all the stories that came after it.
I just feel like I’ve been pushed, and pushed, and pushed, and pushed, and pushed, and pushed into this corner.
Into this reality that just doesn’t feel real anymore.
And I wonder…
Did I die and am I trapped between two worlds?
Like maybe I can’t accept my death.
So I haven’t crossed over yet.
Maybe everything I’ve done, and maybe doing what I’ve done, becoming Artist Sarah Long.
Maybe it’s just all in my head.
Maybe none of this is real.
None of it’s real.
It’s just something I think I’m doing.
I honestly don’t know what to really think anymore.
At the same time, I think a lot about a lot of things, so I have a lot to talk about, and that’s why these good conversations are are very helpful for me, and very healing, because it gives me an opportunity to speak my truth.
To talk about what I’ve learned, and what I’m going through.
And it is my hope that eventually, everything that I’ve done will either help me truly cross over, or help me break through my own war of art, and really achieve a level of self mastery that changes my life entirely.
The life I’ve been trying to create.
The rich life.
The healed life.
The life that is full of really beautiful lines and shapes, and very vibrant colors, and epic layers and effects.
A life where I am operating from a place of creativity, and joy.
And inner peace.
And I’m just here to let you know that this process, and this work is really hard.
It’s just, it doesn’t happen overnight.
So while I talk about it like I know what I’m talking about.
I’m just guessing.
I’m just doing the work every day, and I’m documenting and reflecting on what I’m doing, and learning, and yeah, I just hope that one day, all of this will make sense, and we’ll be able to see evidence, that the work does work, because we’ll be able to see my success.
And if I’m successful.
Then anybody can be successful, because I’m not special.
I am just willing.
And that to me is a blessing that not a lot of people have.
So I don’t take it lightly, and I use it.
I use it to keep going, and that keeps me accountable.
If you can have a friend, or some kind of help that helps you show up even when you don’t want to.
That kind of accountability can be very helpful as well.
But that being said, not a lot of people have access to that.
From my personal experience, it’s been very hard to find the right person to find anyone that is playing the game of life at the same level that I am.
So because of that, I don’t have outside help.
I don’t have friends.
I don’t have anyone that I can really kind of go to, or talk to about this stuff.
So I talk to myself.
Plus I might be dead, so that might be why I can’t find any help.
But that’s a story for another time.
That’s a story for another time.
Assuming I am alive.
Perhaps it’s the Scorpio in me that just wants to like, you know really isolate myself, and just go into the darkness alone, and just die over and over again.
But what I was trying to say was, having help can help, but you have to be careful of the kind of person you get to help you, because if they’re not at your level.
If they’re not practicing this stuff, then they might not be able to help you.
They might mislead, and that could cause you to get off path.
To get off track.
Now, this conversation went on very long.
It wasn’t supposed to be this long.
I’m trying to keep them short and sweet, but sometimes you know, I tend to repeat myself, and go down rabbit trails that make the conversation longer than it needs to be.
Maybe it’s all perfect timing.
And with that being said, I think this is the perfect time to end this good conversation.
Thank you once again for joining me.
I hope that you found value in this, I hope that you will do whatever it takes to start your own quest.
To go within.
To awaken your gifts, and do your parasite cleanse.
Do your parasite cleanse.
Turn off the medias.
Turn off the technologies or create some distance, you know.
And spend more time in meditation and in nature.
Spend more time around color.
Spend more time doing things you love.
Spend more doing breath work.
One thing that’ll really keep you in alignment with life, is focusing on your breath, because your breath is what keeps you alive.
Don’t believe me.
Try it.
